Ch. 2: Hunter in Space
Title: Firefly: Shadow’s DawningAuthor: Amanda Rau (manda091987)Show: Firefly/SerenityCharacters/Pairing: (Characters) All from Firefly/Serenity (Pairing) Mal/AthenaDisclaimer: All characters and story are the sole property of Fox/Joss Whedon. Athena is mine. Please ask for permission for the use of any added material or characters.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------After a tour of Serenity, Athena went back to her allotted space. She got to work on unpacking all her more personal items, finding places for the things that had sentimental meaning. Once finishing, Thena cleaned herself up, changed into fresh clothing, then navigated toward Serenity’s galley. When she arrived, Book was already present, portioning ingredients in preparation.“Shepherd. May I help you?”“I was told you liked to cook. I would welcome your help.” She went past him, going to the other side. His eyes closed as her scent permeated the space surrounding him. “That smell.”Athena glanced at him. “I’m sorry if it's--”He looked up at her from opening his eyes. “It’s not overpowering.” He smiled. “It has been some time since I have smelled anything so fresh and clean. I’m merely reveling a bit.”“I’m a bit of a sucker for being hygienic. It’s why I had my shuttle fitted with its own water supply.”“I’ve noticed that comes when the soul feels dirty.”She huffed. “Mine feels that way consistently.”Book gently nodded his head. “I was told about your line of work. I am here should you ever need to talk.”Athena leaned against the counter. “I had a Shepherd that I met with frequently. I needed that source of comfort after a job. If you are up for the abuse…”“How is it abuse?” he wondered.“I tend to take the service for granted,” she admitted. “By that, I mean to say that I’m not the type to sugar coat. You will know everything about me and what I do. I trust you because you are bound to secrecy, due in no small part, to your position.”“As you should,” he responded. “This is part of my job, to listen, Athena.”“I understand. I just want to be upfront, Shepherd. I never assume anything about anyone, but I also have no illusions about you.” Her eyes traced him. “There is an aura, darkness in your eyes. The others might not see it, or worse, they do but ignore it. What I will bring to you is the demon inside. It means you no harm but is harmful. This… spiritual vulnerability, nakedness is not given lightly. You will know everything about me, and it could change how you see me.”“It will,” he guaranteed. “I did come across another. Their confessions were shocking, to say the least. I even learned, at a later time, that I counseled one of this woman’s victims. You’re not the only one with darkness, young Athena. I simply chose not to live amidst mine. You have to because of your line of work. I will cherish and accept you as God would. He loves all His children, regardless of their walk of life.”“At least we’re in good company.”Shepherd voiced, “We are.”After soft expressions were exchanged, Book nudged some vegetables and a knife her way with a smile. The two proceeded to prepare dinner for them and the rest of the crew. Athena homemade some wontons for wonton soup and helped Book with chive dumplings and orange braised ribs. As everything was finishing up, Book set the table and brought the dumplings and ribs over. Athena brought over bowls of wonton soup just as everyone began to file in.“It smells amazing.” Kaylee took her seat.Wash brushed off a chair, then scooted down, putting Athena’s chair to his left. He patted the seat.“Pop a squat, Thena.”She gracefully bowed her head. “As you wish.”Zoe and Mal entered, taking their places.“Smells good, Shepherd.” Zoe readied her plate.“Not all the credit is mine tonight.”“You helped?” Kaylee wondered, staring at Athena.“She’s a natural.” Zoe picked up her utensils.“It sits at the table with people, blessing us with its presence,” Inara ridiculed as she took her seat at the other end.Athena’s smile, from a joke Wash told, quickly faded. She wiped her mouth. “I should eat in my room. I’m messing up the dynamic of the table.”Mal put his hand on her resting wrist. “No. You’re welcome at this table.”“Yes.” Inara placed her napkin on her lap. “We accept all kinds of beings from all walks of life. Just remember to swallow as you are in polite company.”“Wow, that was effortlessly put. Must come from hearing it from clients all day long.”Once again, laughter was stifled, except Jayne, who laughed out loud, pointing to Athena. “A reference for he—”“Jayne!” Zoe and Mal said in unison.“What?” he asked.“The ape.” Wash shook his head.Inara voiced, “About as much as you’ve heard, ‘that was easy’, I’d imagine.”Athena huffed, setting her chopsticks down. She looked at Mal then bowed her head, getting up from the table. Before she left, she leaned down, staring into Inara’s eyes.“Being with a companion isn’t supposed to involve work. If it’s not easy, you aren’t doing it right. That explains why you have a lot of tension. Especially when one’s only tool is her mouth, she can’t shut.”Athena exited the Mess Hall, going back to her space.“Wash?” Zoe turned to him.He understood Zoe’s expression. He stood, grabbing Athena’s plate, placing it on a tray, along with the bowls of soup. Wash soon followed the woman’s trail to her room.“Thank you, Wash.” Mal waited for him to leave, then faced Inara. “I thought we had an understanding.”“We do. Athena’s here, is she not? I never stated anything about being kind when she was.”“Of course, you didn’t.” Mal scoffed.The remainder of dinner was awkward, but they still talked and laughed over stories, mostly due to Book trying to break the tension.***Wash and Athena were sitting comfortably on her couch. Athena was cross-legged, facing his position to her left. Wash had only his right leg resting on the cushion. Their tray was on her table, picking the last little bits off the platters as they laughed over a story she had finished telling.“It was one of my more interesting jobs.”Wash’s eyes went to slits. “I think going through all the effort is a bit extreme, but the professional knows best.”“I suppose so.”“How did you turn to bounty hunting?” Wash wondered.“Well” she maneuvered, “I lost my husband and son to such people.”“I wasn’t told how they were taken,” he confessed.“The Guild spared no expense.”“The Guild?” Wash’s eyes popped. “From the way Inara talks about her work and employers, it doesn’t sound like that type of organization.”“Which is why they get away with it.”Wash exhaled. “Not too happy about that, I suppose.”“No,” she replied. “They came after me, but I wasn’t home, so they took them instead.”“How long ago?” Wash inquired.“A little over three years now.”“I’m sorry.”“Don’t be.” She shook her head. “I’m not. Not anymore, at least. I miss them every day. But I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Some call it God, Buddha, Muhammed, Nature, Karma, Positive Energy, Negative Energy, The Forces That Be... I was needed here, this time and place, more than they needed me and me them.”“So you trained for this job?”“Yes,” she confirmed. “A man found me. There is no literal translation of what he is. To the Earth-That-Was, he’d be compared to a Shaman or Monk in behavior, assassin or mercenary in profession. He taught me a great many things. My training was intense, almost killed me a few times, but I took to it much quicker than most.”“Are you set?” She glanced at him. He shook his head. “What I mean is, have you made vows that would stop you from having another family if you want it?”She shook her head. “We do make vows, and some do require more of themselves to do this profession, but I am not so strict with mine. Though, it’s tricky. To have someone in my life filling that particular position would be demanding and require that they know everything, every single detail. If any such men exist, they’d also have enough common sense to steer clear of me. It’s a double-edged sword. I’m not actively looking, but I do believe I will marry again, have more children, despite the odds. It is something I desire.”“You are a courageous woman, Thena.”“Some days.” She bobbed her head.“Wash” he deepened his voice to an ominous tone, “this is your captain speaking.” Both Athena and Wash glanced at each other with amused expressions. Mal’s voice returned to normal. “You’re married, stop dotin on the beautiful goddess, and get to the bridge to fly my ship.”Wash picked up their plates and set them on the tray.“I better go, or he’s going to keep going, finally resorting to embarrassing us both.”She chuckled. “Thank you for joining me, Wash. It was kind of you.” She took a deep breath, slowly releasing it. “It’s been a long time since I have been able to laugh how I have in your company.”“You know where to find me, should you need to feel a little bit of humanity.”Wash left the shuttle, carrying everything to the kitchen where Book added the dishes to the others. The pilot continued to the cockpit, Zoe patiently waiting, Mal impatiently waiting.“Thank you for joining us.” Mal leaned over the helm.Wash motioned to Mal as he peered at Zoe. “You just stood there and let him misbehave?” She stifled a laugh. “So it’s funny?”“It is! I know you’d never do anything with her.”“I could. Thena’s a beautiful woman.” Wash crossed his arms.“That woman is out of your league,” Mal rebutted.“You’ve seen my wife, right?” Wash pointed to her. “Oh wait, I get it. Thena out of my league because you’re dragging her, kicking and screaming, into yours.”“Yes.” Mal’s ocean blue orbs bounced between them. “I thought the flirtin made that obvious.”They chuckled.“Thanks, Wife, for taking me for granted.”“You’re welcome, Husband.” Zoe put her hands on his shoulder.“Badger has somethin for us,” Mal stated.Wash sat down, responding with a sarcastic tone, “Oh! Goodie!”“E.T.A?”“Uh” Wash pressed a few buttons, “from here, I’d say ten days if there are no surprises.”“Good.” Mal jerked his head.“You wanted to see me?” Inara stepped in.“Zoe, go get Athena and bring her to my room, please.”“Yes, Sir.”Zoe retreated. Mal inched closer to Inara. “You’re right. What you said at dinner. I respect it. Athena told me what happened between you two—““What did she say about it?” Inara inquired.“It’s none of your gorram business what we discussed. Just as it’s none of hers what you and I discuss. This is nothin more than a courtesy. Out of respect for our comradery, I will give you this one and only warnin: Athena is now a member of this crew. My crew; your crew. Whatever you do to my crew, you do to me. You ever step out of line like that again, you will be permanently banned from eating with us. Do we have an understandin?”Inara glared at him. It appeared as if she wanted to protest, but she decided against it. Instead, she chose mockery, “As you wish, my Captain.”“Don’t call me that,” he retorted. “It’s fair for you to be angry at me even. But you said you were okay with this. So be okay with it, or find somewhere else to hang your robe.”“Fine.”“Persephone is our next destination. Let your clients know.”“Gladly,” she snorted.Inara left. Mal put his hands on his face, rubbing his eyes. “羔羊中的孤羊, she’s going to be the death of me.” (Motherless goats of all motherless goats.)Wash chuckled. “No one stays on this ship very long before whatever is tense gets more relaxed. It’s too confined.”“Athena?” Mal inquired.“She’s fine.” Wash reported.“Good.” Mal slapped Wash’s upper chest as he left the cockpit.“Ow.” Wash said quietly.There was a knock at the door.“Come in.”Zoe complied, seeing Athena sitting on her bed partially naked, rubbing in lotion.“I’m sorry.”Athena snickered. “Don’t apologize, Venus. I’m not shy. Unless you are.”“Not generally.”Athena put her tank top on. “Did you need something?”“The Captain wanted to see you.”Athena stood, following Zoe. When they arrived at Mal’s quarters, Zoe motioned, then kept walking. After she disappeared behind the walls, Athena opened Mal’s door, descending the ladder. Mal was positioned at his sink, pants still on, suspenders falling to the side, shirtless. He was cleaning his face.“Is this a bad time?” she wondered.“No. I asked for you.”She jerked her head. “You did.”His hands supported his weight as he leaned on the sink, blue eyes gazing at the woman to his left. “How are you?”“If you’re referring to what happened during dinner, I’m fine. But, I should be apologizing to you.” She stepped over, leaning against the wall to the left of Mal. “I underestimated the amount of anger she has toward me.”“Don’t apologize, Atty.” Her eyes glimmered with his added nickname. “Hey, you give me one; I have to give you one too.”She shivered. “All is fair in love and war, My Captain.”He took his shirt off the bed he had worn that day and wrapped it around her. “I prefer it cold when I sleep as well.”“It’s the only way to sleep. It’s my fault, however. I probably shouldn’t be walking around the ship in minimal clothing.”“Hell of a view, though.”Her left eyebrow rose. “Flirt.”He poured her some whisky, then handed her the cup after she took a seat on his bed. “Has it ever crossed your mind to tell Inara what actually happened?”Athena thought for a moment after taking a sip of her drink. “No.” She peered into his eyes. “Reyn, my sister was told, by The Guild, that I fell into a habit with unsavory types. That they let me go when they found out I was sick with an S.T.D. Months later, they persisted in their festering, claiming I was trying to pollute her clientele and usurp The Guild itself. She gave me an earful without even being willing to hear my side. That’s when we stopped speaking. She chose The Guild over her own sister, her own flesh and blood. I couldn’t justify a reason to stick by her after that, especially given everything else we went through. My love for her never waned, just my respect and faith that things could be better.”“I know the feeling.”Athena observed Mal. “You and her…?”Mal shook his head, sighing. “It wouldn’t be right to divulge anything until you and I are closer.”Athena put her hand up. “You don’t owe me anything.”“Maybe I want to. Just wanna get better acquainted first.” He noticed Athena hiding a smile behind her whisky glass. He continued, “She chose her work. So believe me when I say I know how you’re feelin.”“I’m sorry.”“Don’t be.” He swallowed a sip of his drink. “I love her, but not in that way. Haven’t for a while. I just miss my friend. It seemed like we were finally getting to a good place till a few days ago.”“I hope you don’t let my situation with her color your opinion. She is a good person.”“How are you this kind to her despite how she feels about you?” Mal questioned.“She’s only this way with me. I have my theories as to why, but I will only ever truly know when she decides to tell me. But, I’ve seen a lot more in this life than she has. I chose to make the most out of it; to revel in the positive and good things; the love.”“Maybe because I’m a man who’s seen more than his fair share, I can see the look of another who has too.”She exhaled. “Reavers, war, torture, undignified death... It’s a lot. But I promise that I’m sane. I just struggle with where it leaves me some days.”“I think you have your work to thank for that. Quiets the ghosts I’m sure.”“Not always,” she confessed. “I try to make the kills quick and clean. There are times where that isn’t possible. I’m forced to conduct my work on harsher terms.”“You have to stay alive, Atty.”“Perhaps.” She jerked her head. “I’m sure you didn’t call me in here to dig through my life’s rather uninteresting, depressing story.”“No, but I would like to give it a read sometime.”She gazed into his eyes. “Someday, I will let you.”Mal’s sharp inhale caused their staring contest to end. “We’re heading for Persephone. Wash’s E.T.A puts us there in about ten days. Thought you should know so you can contact your people.”“I will, thank you.”Athena stood, setting her cup on the table across from the bed. Before she could get too far, Mal’s voice stopped her.“Atty.”“Yes, Reyn.” She turned.“If you ever need help with your work—“She stepped closer, putting up her hand. “I thank you for the offer. It will be an adjustment working without Silas, but he wasn’t always with me. I wouldn’t put my bounties over the crew’s head. You have some amazing people here. I wouldn’t be kind to myself if anything happened to them.”“I didn’t offer their help. I offered mine.”Her expression softened. “Thank you. But, despite the humane methods in which I complete my bounties, there is still an animal inside of me. There has to be. It’s a side of me no one should have to see. Especially you.”“Why me?”“You’re not the only one curious if there is chemistry.”“Oh.”She shook her head. “I’ve been out of companionship for some time. My skills are a bit rusty. But I’m not afraid to admit that I find you attractive, Mal, and we’ve bonded over some personal information. I’d like it to develop organically in the way it does, no matter the outcome. Keeping you away from what I do will ensure that whatever happens between us is a natural course.”Mal nodded. “I can respect that.”She went to remove his shirt, but he grabbed the sides, pulling them together. Blue eyes glanced from her breast to her hazel orbs, their faces close enough to feel the other’s breath. “You’re still cold. Give it back to me tomorrow.”They gave each other one last glimpse, then Athena made her way out of his room. Mal took a few deep breaths as he cleaned out the cups of whisky.Athena made it back to her space, closing the door and plopping down in front of her terminal. She turned it on, then made a call. A few moments later, an older but pretty woman appeared.“Alianna.”“Goddess.”“I am making my way to Persephone. I should be there in about ten days,” she divulged.“I’ll have everything ready for you. Send me a message when you dock.” “I will.”The transmission ended, Athena tiptoeing to her bed. She sat on the mattress, tired eyes peering over to the light on the closest nightstand. Simulated stars appeared overhead after a click elicited from the switch. Her exhausted body plopped down, covetous arms bringing a pillow closer as she rolled to her side. Athena breathed deep, the scent of Mal’s shirt filling her senses.Athena abruptly rose, knife extended, panicked panting, causing an all too familiar tightness in her chest. Her heart raced, mind adjusting to the realization that it was a nightmare. She plunked on the mattress, placing her right hand over her bare breast. Eyes closed as the woman stabilized her breathing, then stood, going to the bathroom. She used the restroom, then pulled out the sink. Tremoring hands washed her face, pooling her hair into a messy bun, as dainty feet padded to the main area. Athena dressed in some comfortable clothing in preparation for yoga. She pulled out her mat, enduring through sequences, trying to calm her nerves. Ending with meditation only aided in the tranquility. After finishing, Thena sauntered to the galley. When she entered, Book was to the right, meditating on the bible.“I’m sorry, Shepherd.”“It’s all right. I was just finishing up.” He stood. “How are you feeling this morning?”“Better. Thank you.”“Did you get some exercise?” He observed her.She looked at her shoulders, wiping the sweat beads off with a nearby kitchen rag. “I did. I like to have tea after my yoga, but my tea set was left back at home. Silly of me. I will have to get one when we get to Persephone.”“They have some great tea places,” Book stated.“Would you like to enjoy some with me while I start breakfast?” Athena asked.“That would be nice.” Book smiled.Book readied the tea and fixings, the two conversing as Athena prepared breakfast. She went traditional, cooking powdered eggs, bacon, pancakes, and hash browns. After cutting up some fruit, Book assisted in setting the table, followed by serving dishes containing the rest of the food. The first two to join them were Kaylee and Wash.“Hey, Thena.”“Wash,” she greeted in return.“How are you this morning?” he wondered.“I’m better. Thank you for checking on me.”He nudged her. “It’s what best friends do.”She kissed him on the cheek.“Careful,” Zoe warned.“It was an innocent kiss,” Wash defended.“Not to Zoe.” Mal walked in. “She’s developed a bit of a crush.”“Can I be involved at least?” Wash inquired.“No.” Zoe put a pancake on her plate.Athena pat Wash’s back. The couple continued to banter. As Inara followed everyone sitting around the table, she glanced over to see Mal and Athena quietly conversing, very close to each other. She removed pooled fabric off her shoulder, handing it to Mal. He said something, Athena trying to hide her amusement, grabbing a mug and a bowl of fruit, making her way to the cockpit. Mal watched her leave, then took his seat, getting his plate ready.Mornings were usually quiet as the crew was waking up and getting food and caffeine into their system. Like most mornings, crewmates would converse, but it was a scattered conversation. Wash and Zoe finished first, leaving the galley.“Everything okay, Athena?” Zoe wondered as she and her husband stepped into the cockpit.“Yes. I just wanted to have a few minutes with the stars by myself.”“Did the two of you have sex?” They heard Inara ask.“Why do you think it’s your business?” Mal wondered.“She had your shirt.”“Sex would be the only explanation,” Mal mocked.“This isn’t a joke, Mal. You don’t know her like I do. She will hurt you. At the very least, she’ll get you sick. The blacklist is nothing to sneer at.”“You don’t know her well enough to make that call.”“You loved me once—“Mal interrupted, “You don’t get to use that against me. Whatever you have against her will not be projected onto me. You most certainly won’t drag our previous history through the mud with it. Do we have an understandin?”“I’m just trying to protect you.”“I don’t need it. I’m a grown man. I asked you if her bein here was okay. You said yes. I don’t know why we’re havin the same conversation for the third time.”“This isn’t about her being here; this is about you having sex with her. She’s a whore, Mal.” Zoe and Wash glanced from Athena to each other.“I’m sorry, for ever callin you that. Cause when I hear it come from your mouth directed at your flesh and blood, I hear how degradin it sounds. Nothin is goin on between Athena and me other than some flirtin. If there was, it wouldn’t be your business. You walked away, and at some point, you are goin to have to stop thinkin it gives you a gorram right to make the call of who can and can’t be in my life.” It was quiet for a moment, then they heard footsteps retreat, and a few more seconds later, others led Mal into the room with them. He noticed Athena sitting there.“Atty…” He exhaled.Athena stopped him as she approached. She paused to his left, however, facing him, and after some hesitation, Mal turned his head, eyes meeting Athena’s. The woman brought a hand up, but there was hesitation in her desire to touch him. Her frame slumped into submission, the extremity going to his closest shoulder. It lightly skimmed his left pectoral before her warmth left him altogether. The trail was light, almost as if she were uncomfortable with how Mal might react to her physical contact. His eyes closed, breathing the last little bit of her that remained.Zoe approached him. “Inara’s hate is only going to fester.”“I’m not compromising, Zoe.”“I’m not suggesting you do, Sir. We need them both. Let me take care of it next time there’s a problem.”“All right.”Athena was sitting at the table in the galley. The hum of Serenity’s engines all that could be heard. The crew turned in for the night hours ago, so she stole away to the mess hall, drinking some warm tea and read a book she had started some time ago but never completed. Her silhouette’s posture was proper, back to the chair, chest raised in support. The book nestled between an index and pinky finger, holding crisp parchment down, her free hand methodically stirring tea, eager eyes absorbing the ink-stained pages. Mal halted in the doorway, watching her left hand let go of the utensil and glide to her chin, caressing.“You stare at me like a visionary studies art.” Her gaze remained on her book.“Maybe you make me realize why they look on it so intently.”The woman managed to hiccup a laugh. She closed her book, leaning back in her seat, arms crossing.“Has your study led to any interesting finds?” she inquired.“A few.”She paused the conversation, comfortable with the silence. Mal poured himself some bourbon, bringing his tumbler and the bottle, depositing them on the surface, sitting to Athena’s left. She maneuvered forward, arms propping up her torso as hazel eyes found deep baby blues.“Only a few?”“I’d have to see the whole piece.”Her left eyebrow rose. “Why don’t you?”“Could I?” he combated.“Hard to say when you aren’t willing to try, no?”Mal swallowed a sip of the burning liquid, though it wasn’t biting him as much as Athena’s flirting. But he knew full well he brought this on himself, so he finished it.“Willing to, yes.”“But…?”“I find our conversation rather stimulatin. I don’t want to ruin that.” He licked the liquid off his lips.“Seeing me naked will ruin our conversation?”“If we want this to run a proper course, yes.”Once more, Athena’s eyebrow twitched in amusement. “Well, you’re even more a gentleman than you let on, Malcolm Reynolds.”He exhaled, snickering with it. “You were testing me.”“A bit.”“Unbecoming to taunt a hungry man.”She managed a chuckle. “Then I humbly ask you for forgiveness.”“Granted.” His eyes bounced from the book to Athena. “Did you come in here last night to read?”“No,” she answered. “I was too tired. But I love how quiet it is in here. The hum of Serenity’s engines is just right in here, as is the temperature. It’s her heart, and I prefer to be close to it.”“Interestin.” He leaned forward. “Why do you perceive this as her heart?”“Isn’t this where there is the most life? Her crew comes into contact here. Stories, laughter, love… Here is where there is beating, activity, ebb, and flow. Things a heart needs.”“The way you see things is unique.”“Perhaps to outsiders. Getting here wasn’t easy.”“I imagine not,” he agreed.“Tell me something, my Captain.” Athena sipped her tea, swallowing. “It’s been a little over two years since Reaver territory and protecting River. What have you been doing since? I can’t imagine going back to work as if everything was normal after that was as effortless as saying it.”He jerked his head. “It wasn’t. Shepherd went back to his abbey. He nearly died and needed to be away from Serenity.”“How long was he gone?” Athena inquired.“We only picked him up three months ago,” Mal confessed. “I’m not much for religion, but I did find somethin lackin without him.”“He’s your crew. When one goes missing, there’s a void.”He nodded in agreement. “As I’m sure you know, Inara went back to The Guild’s headquarters for a while.” He took a deep breath. “We tried.” His eyes met Athena’s. “She confessed feelin’s, I confessed mine. We were together for a while. But, The Guild found out. She was gone a few days, came back and ended it without much of an explanation, then went back. She was gone for about a year and a half. We’ve seemingly returned to what we were before all the confessions and whatever we had.”“For what it’s worth, I can see the loss in your eyes. It doesn’t sit right with you.”“It would if she gave me closure. She resents me.” He shrugged. “I didn’t want that. It’s why I don’t think relationships with people you work with is a good idea.”“Good to know.” Athena finished her tea. “For what it’s worth, I do agree. But take Zoe and Wash, for example. That is destiny. When you find that in a person, more harm can come from being separate than being together. Love is no chooser of persons. Fighting it only makes things worse.” She twitched. “I actually never wanted to be married. It’s why I became a Companion. I liked the idea of being with someone when I needed it, then being independent when not. I didn’t want a man telling me where to go or when. I perceived that it was all that men were. Bossy, controlling, owners who viewed me as nothing more than property to be owned.” She turned to him. “That says volumes about me and not my father. He was never controlling over my mother. I wanted the sex and not the attachment. Then came Matthew. He annoyed the hell out of me.”“Really?”“Yes.” Her brows furrowed, causing Mal to chuckle. She continued, “He didn’t even try. He just was. But something about him made me realize what it was; not marriage, love. Marriage is a byproduct of it, but not necessary. Not that I’ve become a pessimist in the wake of his death. I’ve always felt that way. All marriage is, is a commitment with paper. Why the paper? It’s material and can be burned or thrown away.”“You don’t need the paper,” Mal stated.“Representation.” He realized what she meant. Her chest rose and fell as she breathed deep. “A year later, I married him. Now, without the one thing I never wanted, I’m lonely. I’d rather argue and debate someone every day of my life than have this. But I guess it’s relative. I’d rather have it, but that doesn’t mean you do. Preference.”Thena’s fingers grasped the bottle Mal brought to the table, pouring the alcoholic liquid into her teacup.“I suppose I can see the poetic injustice.”Athena managed a laugh. “What about Jayne?”“Jayne actually got his own ship and crew.”“Really?” her tone conveyed intrigue.Mal jerked his head. “He ran too tight a ship. He was mutinied against. I found him on Persephone sometime later, drownin his woes. He came back about a year ago.”“What of his crew?”Mal shrugged. “We don’t know. Apparently, the separation wasn’t pleasin. They want to kill him. At least, last we heard.”“I perceived him as the troublemaker,” Athena said.“A word not suitin for a perpetual toddler.”Athena snickered. “I suppose not.”“River and Simon went back home. A lot happened, but it was good. His parents admitted they were very wrong not to be worried, and Simon was reinstated in both license and reputation. Not that it mattered. He’s a pretty nuisance, but he knows his stuff. He is an amazin doctor. As far as I was concerned, he never deserved that treatment, and I don’t believe they can reinstate what wasn’t theirs to take in the first place.”“I agree.”“They were only gone for a few months before I received a transmission. Apparently, the doc was bored and wanted to come back. In truth, River and I are alike in a lot of ways. Being without them both was like being without a limb.”“I’ll take that to my grave.”“Good girl,” he complimented. “Kaylee, Wash, and Zoe never left. We had fewer jobs when I was missing crewmates. If I can be honest, work has been scarce. We get enough to keep Serenity floating, but just so.”“Can I ask you something, Mal?” He nodded, so she continued, “Wash told me you’re not much for killing. Act of the lazy man--”“That doesn’t pertain to you or your work, Atty.”She put her hand up, a slight smile gracing her features. “I believe you, but it does raise the question, why have someone with my lack of restraint come on board if that’s how you feel?”Mal seemed to ponder her question, not answering until he felt like all the correctly ordered words would suffice. He leaned closer, their faces no more than a foot apart. “Each member of the crew represents a part of me that I’ve lost. Book is my faith, Wash is my sense of humor, Zoe is my love…”“Me?”“We’ve been in a lot of positions where killin would make it easier. I don’t see much merit in it in my line of work. Dishonesty shouldn’t lead to instant lack of livin. That’s not your work. You eliminate the threat with no questions asked. I’m tired of endangering my crew. I saw my impatience in you. I need it now. We’re all back together, and if I want to find work and feed my people, I need to take riskier jobs I’d usually turn down.”“That’s a double-edged sword, Mal.”“How so?”“I may not have your patience, but if that is to be my position, you better invest in a leash. I stand beside you, but just by being here, I’ve bound my life to you and Serenity’s crew. At the end of the day, it’s them or us. In that situation, I will always choose us no matter who is involved. It’s my life; it’s how I operate. Fight or flight.”“Suggestions on where I can get a good quality leash, then?”“I’ll let you know.”The next nine days were similar. Inara made passive-aggressive comments or gave Athena glaring looks. Every now and then, someone would ask her to stop. Even Kaylee would get on her case, which caused most of the commentary to cease when others were within earshot. During that time, Athena familiarized herself with the group. Most of that time was spent with Wash and Zoe, or sometimes just one of them. She got better acquainted with River, Simon, Jayne, Kaylee, and Book, each having their own way of connecting. During that week plus, Athena and Mal continued to meet in the mess hall. He told her about their crewmates, sharing more adventurous tales. However, in the last four nights, they had added chess to their drinking and storytelling. It had become a habit to have that one-on-one time not being interrupted, nor forced.Athena woke up and rolled over.“Good morning to the lovely Thena.” Wash spoke over the comm to her shuttle. “It is August 21st, 2501. The weather outside is currently a brisk -270 Celsius in our vicinity, so dress accordingly. This has been your ordered morning wake up call.” Athena drunkenly snickered, the comm switching off. She then laid there processing and rose, going through her morning routine of yoga, meditation, and cleaning. The young woman got dressed in black form-fitting pants, a coordinating tightish v-neck shirt, and similar boots with light brown accents. The belt she put on matched the tan leather accents and holsters she shrugged over her shoulders. Pistols slipped into their assigned pockets. Thena pinned wild curls back, letting the rest of them fall. Before exiting the shuttle, she tidied up her space and made her bed, making a pit stop in the galley for breakfast, but it was short-lived.“The Captain is waiting for you.”“Thank you, Book.”She set her bowl down, putting it aside, going toward the cockpit.“I think so, Sir,” Zoe voiced.“We’ll know when we get there.” Wash shrugged.“What’s going on?” Athena asked.“Well good morning, Sunshine,” Wash chirped.“Hey, I’m Sunshine.” Kaylee pouted.Athena wrapped her arm around Kaylee. “And no one, not even Wash, can take my Sunshine away.” She kissed Kaylee’s temple then stepped further in.“Aww, ain’t she sweet?” Kaylee cooed.“Sweeter than pie.”“Is that sarcasm I hear?” she asked Wash.“Maybe a little bit.”They all laughed. Athena took a grape from his bowl, causing him to playfully protest. Inara entered a moment later.“How long before I can depart?”“We should be flying over your preferred docking space in about 15 minutes,” Wash reported.“If Trystan is your first client, I would wear something more form-fitting and red. Bright colors keep his attention. Oh, and, don’t eat anything. He doesn’t like his women turgid.”“Says the woman currently stuffing her face.”“With a grape.”“Right now. What did you have for dinner? You keep eating like that, and you’re going to get fat.”Athena hooked her thumb under her shirt and pulled it up, revealing her firm stomach. Her abs were pronounced, but only just so, as were her hips. Her belly button piercing, hip anchors, and side tattoo only accentuated her taut, hourglass figure.“I think I’m okay.”“She’s good.” Wash turned to Athena. “You’re good.”Inara gave a disgusted sigh. “Call me when I’m good to go.”She left, and Kaylee walked closer, observing her side. “Did you have all this when you were a companion?”“Most of it. Some of it is new.”“From the way Inara talks about them, this kind of thing is frowned upon when it comes to companions.” Zoe leaned against Wash’s chair.“She’s just giving you a personal preference. The Guild doesn’t really care if you can earn them money and make them look good. In fact, there are varieties of women in The Guild. We’re sorted into categories though, I mean that as in people have preferences and Companions are suggested.”“Which were you considered?” Mal wondered.“Bright hazel eyes, darker skin, tattoos, piercings… I was considered ‘exotic.’”“Exotic,” Mal whispered. “If the shoe fits.”“Why? What would you call it?”Mal reached over and wrapped Kaylee up in his arm, leaning over her shoulder. “Not in earshot of my innocent little Kaylee.”“So, Inara is running off. Where does that leave me?” Athena asked Mal.“Where does it?” Mal wondered.“My informant is delayed till the evening. I can go meet Badger with you if you’d like a fourth.”“Evermore, Atty.”“Well, at least I can find you my own nickname while you’re gone.” Kaylee’s lips curved as she processed.“You could just call her Thena like we do,” Zoe suggested.“No, that’s for you and Wash.”“Atty?” Wash said.“That’s the Captain’s,” Kaylee responded. “She’s given us each one. We should do the same.”“Don’t overthink it, Sunshine. The nicknaming thing has always been something I do, and to be fair, I haven’t nicknamed everyone.”“The Captain is the only one I’ve ever given one to,” Kaylee confessed.“What did he get?” Athena questioned.“Kaylee—““Captain Tight Pants,” Kaylee, Wash, and Zoe said in unison.“Good to know you’re like that with everyone.” Athena’s eyes drifted to him.“All right” he got flustered, “fist off, I am like this with everyone. It’s one of my definin features. Secondly, I pretend that it is about my actual pants, so my feelins aren’t hurt.”They all chuckled as Athena walked around him.“Well, they’re not that tight. Just so. I think you look good. The pants show off your butt.”“My—?” He paused. “Explains why the girls find me pretty.”Athena shrugged. “Well, it helps. It is a nice butt.”“Flirtin.”She shook her head. “You don’t own rights to it.”“I should remedy that.”“I wish you luck on your endeavor, my Captain.”Everyone in the room laughed, Jayne entering.“What did I miss?”“The sexual tension,” Wash responded.“Oh.” Jayne looked disappointed.Athena put her arm on his shoulder, fidgeting. She looked over to Mal. “I’m gonna need a stool.”“I like your height. Less to go between you and the floor.” He winked. “If you know what I mean.”Athena lightly patted his cheek a few times. However, it was harder the last time.“All right, Wash.” Mal put all his weight back on his feet. “Let Inara know that we’re coming up.”Athena dismissed herself, going back into the kitchen, helping Book put everything away. She and Book conversed while Athena and Kaylee ate some fruit, and Shepherd drank his coffee. When Thena finished, she put her arm around Kaylee, telling her they’d meet in the Cargo Bay. First, Athena needed to see Simon, feet padding to the Med-Bay, entering a calm presence.“Doc,” she greeted.“Athena.”“We had some good time bonding over the last few days, but it hasn’t been as much as I’d like.”“Same,” he confessed. “Platonically speaking.”“I know. I, uh…”“It’s hard. Being the ‘new guy’ with this crew. Inara fought for River and me to be here, to stay. The rest of the group felt the opposite. For you, it’s different. I’m sorry.”“Thank you, Doc.”“Is there anything I can do to help?” he wondered.“Did Mal tell you about me when he told everyone else? My work?”“Yes.”She nodded. “Because of events in my life, I have a hard time trusting people once I know others who perfectly fall into certain roles.”He made a face of realization. “I’m the ship’s doctor. You’re trusting me for your medical needs.”“Any and all of them,” she confirmed.“I consider it an honor.”“You may not when that puts you at odds with anyone here.”He hiccuped a laugh. “I’ve been at odds with all of them at one point or another.”“I imagine so. My agreement with my previous doctor was that he and I had a code word. Should that word be uttered, he would come to my aid.”“You want a word for us.”“Yes,” she replied. “I have medical training. Understand that if a courier or messenger comes to you and gives you this word, only your skill can help. I am not using it lightly. Especially given what it is I do. It earns me wounds at times. I am very strict about who I let into that world. Hence the need for trust.”“I understand. I will be worthy of it.”“Of that, I have no doubts. Please ensure that if there has been an emergency here, you care for whoever that may be. They are your family. As of right now, I am not a part of it.”Simon put his hand on Athena’s shoulder. “I have your back, Athena. Thank you for choosing me.”She slid a paper over. On her way out, she glanced at River standing by the door, kissing the woman’s temple before going to the bay.“I like her. Honest. Sincere. She’s a protector. Soft and warm. But I should hate her.”“That’s the Alliance talking, River. Not you,” Simon stated.“Yes.” River nodded with a smile. “That’s why she’s better.”Athena entered the Hold, hanging her jacket on a hook she installed to the weapons case’s right side. She opened the caddy, removing her pistols from the holsters, setting them to the left where perfect foam cutouts for them to rest. Thena removed the clips, putting them in their assigned drawer.Kaylee picked them up and looked at one of the bullets. “Those aren’t normal bullets.”“Rubber rounds. That way, if I have to shoot anyone on the ship, the trajectory is slowed. It goes through a person, which diminishes speed enough it will bounce off the hull.”“Genius.”Athena loaded live rounds, turning on the safety just as Jayne, Zoe, and Mal approached. Thena holstered the handguns, putting on her matching brown leather jacket, locking everything down. She nodded to Mal as he lowered the door.“Stay put until we know what’s going on, everyone.”“You got it, Boss.” Wash turned, walking back into the ship.Mal led Athena, Jayne, and Zoe through the sea of civilians. It was busy with people cooking, maneuvering around, and selling wares. The group eventually made it through, nearing a shipyard full of old cargo containers. Finally, they stumbled on some guards, who motioned Mal and his small army to enter a makeshift office.“Malcolm Reynolds. Been a while since I’ve seen the likes of you ’round here.”“You needed someone. We’re here.” Mal’s shoulders jolted.“That I did.” He glanced over at Athena, who was standing no more than a foot to Mal’s left. “Well, hello, Gorgeous.”Before Badger could touch her, Mal got his attention. “Careful. You do well to look but not touch with that one.”“Right.” The man turned closer to his desk. “Some of my people managed to get a hold of some Earth-That-Was items. Some goody-two-shoes wants them for a private auction, he does. Private being the keyword, Captain.”“Just point us in the direction.”“Well, it isn’t here, Love. You have to go get it.”Mal’s eyes rolled in frustration. “Let me guess, it’s not a simple ‘swing by and pick up our package’, is it?”“It will be when you get a hold of these to trade.” Badger handed him a parchment. “We deliver those; we get to deliver the small payload.”Mal handed the paper to Zoe. Jayne looked at it over her shoulder.“You want us to steal those from someone and take them to a drop point to be picked up. Then, just maybe we’ll get the job.”“Price of doing business, Love.”“Of course.” Mal smiled sarcastically. “When do we steal?”“Three night’s from now. Meet us at the address at the bottom of the paper.”Mal nodded, retreating from Bager’s place of business, Jayne, Athena, and Zoe following on his heels. Badger blew a kiss to Athena and Zoe as they were the last to exit. Mal didn’t speak much until arriving at Serenity. Athena stood in the background, the rest of the crew approaching their captain.“So?” Wash asked.“We have to steal from the rich and give to the poor in hopes that we get a good job.” Jayne took a seat on a crate.“Oh, that’s nice,” Wash said with sarcasm.“Let me do some digging and see if we can find out who exactly we’re stealing from. It may be worth doing,” Mal spoke.“Guns like that don’t come from folk around here, Sir.”“I know.” He sighed. “Jayne, Zoe, hit the streets.”“And you, Sir?”“I’ll be along.” They nodded. Mal turned to Wash. “Start resupplying.”“Go to Earth Town and ask for a man by the name of Otto. When he asks how you know him, tell him I sent you. He’ll take care of you for a reasonable price.” Athena handed him some credits.“You got it.” Wash rode the A.T.V off the ship with River and Simon tagging along.“Stay here.” Book nodded to Mal, going further into the ship. “Kaylee, get to the cockpit and be ready for Atty’s signal.”“Of course.”“You sure you don’t need me to stick around?” Thena inquired.“No,” he confirmed. “We’ll handle this.”“How long do I have?” she wondered.“A week,” he replied. “That’s how long I gave Inara.”“All right.” Before he could walk away, she stopped him. “If you need me…”“I’ll get ahold of you.”When she made it to the catwalk above, Mal called out to her.“Atty.”“Yes?” She leaned over the railing.“Be careful.”“Evermore, my Captain.”They smiled at each other, then Athena went into her shuttle. A few moments later, her shuttle was off. Mal watched her leave, then pursued his other crewmates.
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